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Not suicidal. Just want to die

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It's everyday now, everyday now
It wont go away
No matter what I do
It wont fucking leave
As I try, I try
To hide all of my pain
It's always there now, always there now
It wont go

I aint suicidal
I just wish that I could die
I aint suicidal
Just want the pain to go away
I aint suicidal
I just kinda want to die
I aint suicidal, aint suicidal

So what am I supposed to do
It wont go away
I really try so fucking hard
It wont fuckin leave
Try to be happy, I try
To hide all of my pain
Just so close to giving up cause
It wont go

I aint suicidal
I just wish that I could die
I aint suicidal
Just want the pain to go away
I aint suicidal
I just kinda want to die
I aint suicidal, aint suicidal

And if you can't tell yet
Let put it blankly
I'm in pain! pain!
Someone save me,
I'm a danger to myself
I'm in pain! God stop this pain!
Fuckin deviantart wont let me put the whole title of "I aint suicidal (I just want to die)" cause it's to long. So I shortened it. to a new, crappy title.
But whatever.

I'm definatly on a roll of finishing songs that are half to 2/3s done and therefore ruining them. But this one was already ruined. I honestly think I had a good idea with the whole contradictions of not being suicidal, yet wanting to die, but killed it by writing it crappily. So yeah. That's my mini rant.
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kexllxy's avatar
I feel like a more extreme version of this
Very good